3 weeks and 3 days already..
and 4 more days are our 1 month anniversary... woohoo!!!

wow..
time really fly faster than we though..
already 3 weeks plus we couple..
sad..
happy..
we already taste before..
and we keep growing days by days.

although we just can chatting through Instant Messaging..
but..
i feel that we're sweetest couple in these whole wide world..
we have endures many obstacles,
we already taste the bitter sweet of our relationships..
we also always flirting in front of the computer too. ^^

well i really enjoy the moment we been together..
slowly understands you is the best part of it.. ^^
having such a wonderful 'daughter' together.. ^^
although you always says i pampered you a lot..
but come to think of it..
i want to have a sweet memory for both of us..
rather than we quarrel for something small... ^^

yising..
im really happy..
for this sweet relationship we having now ^^
i really hope that we can last long ^^
sometimes i really thought bout marry you though.. ^^

well.. i do really hope..
in future..
i wanted to ask you this question...
yising, may you marry me??

......
after meet the dentis...
after he help me pu ya...
actually is just a lit bit pain only...
but de ma zui zheng is make me feel very pain...
_(T_T)_......
anyways when i see he care for me...
pain also zheng de _(^_^)_

i da really love him so much...
he is de best
he is de best in my heart now
he is de best chu le my family
he is de number 1 ^_^

i hope time really can pass more fast
so tat i can meet him ASAP ^_^
if can i hope tat i can stay at kl with him more longer...
haiz....

dear,

my da ben dan

i love u so so so much ^_^

muax ^_^

da ben dan???
who is da ben dan???
da ben dan is my beloved...^_^
i love da ben dan so much ^_^

he very sayang me ^_^
no matter how i angry or how i playing with him
he also won't angry me...
i love him so much ^_^

but sometime i will very angry...
bcoz he really don't know wat i'm feeling...
wat i'm thinking...
sometime he can't get wat gal thinking...
but for me...
sometime i will sad for tat
but sometime i nvm for tat
i just forget it...

he is my best da ben dan ^_^
i love him so so so much ^_^

if u r me,
did u hope u can get this type of bf???
for me....
I'M SURE I WILL ^_^
I LOVE U...DA BEN DAN ^_^
YOU ARE THE BEST

da ben dan ^_^

wo ai ni ^_^

sometimes..
i do really feel stupid for the things i done..
haih..

truthfully...
when she sad, i feel annoyed
coz the reason she feel upset just one..
she sad for the things that i tell or talk to her..

actually she have the right to feel that..
especially the feeling of jealousy..
i don't really know what she thinking now..
just know she feel annoyed when i talk bout her name
but..

just hope that shes OK soon..
then we can play the game we usually play when we both online.. ^^
our xiao ke ai vs. da ben dan
^^
really miss the game though

yising..
get well soon

lies.
for me..
sometimes is a good tools of verbal weaponry..
but sometimes..its deadly..

meanings of lie in Wikipedia.org
lie is a type of deception in the form of an untruthful statement with the intention to deceive, often with the further intention to maintain a secret or reputation, or to avoid punishment.

for the first time in my life..
after 20 years life in this world..
someone..
other than my mum..
cried for me..
because of something...
that i think is dangerous to let her know..
so i decided to not to her..
so that she wont think much,think in a ridiculous way...
that can cause casualties and harm to our relationships.

just what have i went wrong in my mind?!
we should be truthful and now..
ended in this kind of situation that hard to twist back into line
yesterday is another tragic..
for some reason my cousin using my aunt's MSN account to ask me'... who is xiao ke ai??...'

seriously..
im near blow out in front of computer already
and till yesterday night..
at my cousin's wedding..
she told me that is my cousin using her account and not her. =.="
and then my aunt started to ask bout her, my girl...
tell her every tidbits bout her and me..
and i tell her 1 word before i started the conversation'..
seriously.. you all cant insure that what i tell wont spread around..'
and thats the reason i seldom tell them my stuff...
coz i don't want the case like my cousin, Artisha and me happen again..
spread rumors around for something untrue
i dont want yising involve in my family business...
i don't want her ended like Artisha..
when i close to Art, sure someone mumbling at the corner there..

life in my family is hard huh.. ^^
but this is the fun part of it..
and i wanna keep yising in my heart..
and pray that my aunt wont spread rumors around.. *praying hardbut somehow..
i feel relief after i tell her bout yising.. hehe
although she tell me..
'... ah loong.. you're so stupid..'
but later she says..
'... you both happy then is OK la...'
after her words..this face was around me all the time..
^.^

well i don't really mean to hide things from her..
but truthfully..
many things she cant know..
hope yising understands it..
and maybe..
just maybe..
disaster may happened again...

am i do the wrong things....

am i tai ye man....

tai wu liqu niao....

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

really no idea now....

wat shall i do...........
somebody can help me......
wo bu xiang continue like this......
i don't wan lose him...
i know he care me....
but i really can't tahan.....
low CW!!!!!!!!!
wat shall i do baru can win u!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wat want to cry!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hen xing ku........
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
_(T_T)_..................................

today's my birthday.. woohoo!!
but i dont feel like happy though

argh.. sad sad

later after xiao ke ai asleep,
client meeting.. zz bored

after that..
cut my hair.. MAYBE
if got time left.. sad

then..
go to some cousin's wedding party.. sweat

and now..
for some reason, xiao ke ai angry..
well i know shes not angry actually..
is just little bit jealous..

or maybe she did really angry to me?!
NO IDEA!!! xD

well this year birthday are the sweetest so far.. i think..
coz...
my dear do this for me.. xD

nice right?? wakaka..
this one need to show off ones... ^^

other pictures bout my presents will upload soon. ^^