so diam at here...
really diam...


here wil become a quite place since last wed...
........
bcoz my the other half won't blog at here anymore...
here become our good,sweet momery....
really miss de 1 and de half month life...
really miss u...
but...
ntg i can do now...
i just can acpert wat i hav done...
i just can follow wat i hav done...
tat is no hou tui de road let me go...


i do really miss tat time...
we play...
we flirt...

we chatting...
we plan...
we promise btw us...
many many many things...
i really miss it...
but now...
is game over le....
_(T_T)_....


lao tian ye...
pls aprov me cry again for my lover...
pls aprov me cry again for my love life...
pls aprov me cry again for my pass...
all is over...
all is pass...
wat i can do is look forward...
wat i can do is brave to continue my boring life at usa...

da ben dan...
i love u...
sorry...
i hurt u...
shui ren we alrd game over...
but i hope we r friends forever...
i stil need ur word ur action...
to let me brave to hav my next step...
as ur ex gf..
i can't hav anything at love life
as ur friends,student..
i stil need u...
sorry for wat i hav done...
thx for wat u hav done for me...
thx...
muax...
_(T_T)_.......

woohoo... laopo scolding already...
scold me coz of i seldom blog in here.. hehe

well...
these few days...
where shall i start?

i also no idea.. haha!!
coz too much occasions happens these few days
from my classes till my family problems..
happy and sad, stressed up and chilling time
sometimes do make me feel tired of it
stop smoking also another factor
sometimes stressed up do make me feel wanted to smoke
laopo.. sorry!!! what i have promise you i cant accomplish first
feel bad sometimes to lying to her..
man!! im so bad... T.T

feel bad to lie to her that i haven't stop..
bt what i glad is i can see the sign that i stopping
only smokes when i drive
and sometimes 2 or 3 sticks at college
well at class progress are good
improvements are required to make my ideas strong
then my family..
well i don't feel like i wanna tell everything here..

till here then.. chao!!

laopo...
hope you wont angry after see this post.. T.T

...
y is all of him at my mind de...
no idea @_@
today when to work...
meet samethign like last night
but a lit diff is not de insurance promble..
is tat stupid "Raney" promble!!!
u tot who u are!!!
pharmisct call me kira de medicine
and u say"christine,leave it here,i wil "kira"it"
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ah~~~
swt
WTH!!!!!!
hate it!!!!!!
but luckly at last the pharmisct say
"Raney i need it now,so yising "kira"for me"
at least my mood not so bad!!!!!!

today whole day...
my mind is full of him...
ahhh~~~
chao da ben dan!!!!
start from morning until now also full of him at my mind...
_(T_T)_......

English - I love you
Afrikaans - Ek het jou lief
Albanian - Te dua
Arabic - Ana behibak (to male)
Arabic - Ana behibek (to female)
Armenian - Yes kez sirumem
Bambara - M'bi fe
Bengali -Ami tomake bhalobashi (pronounced: Amee toe-ma-kee bhalo-bashee)
Belarusian - Ya tabe kahayu
Bisaya - Nahigugma ako kanimo
Bulgarian - Obicham te
Cambodian - Soro lahn nhee ah
Catalan - T'estimo
Cherokee - Tsi ge yu i
Cheyenne - Ne mohotatse
Chichewa - Ndimakukonda
Chinese
Cantonese - Ngo oiy ney a
Mandarin - Wo ai ni
Comanche - U kamakutu nu(pronounced oo----ka-ma-koo-too-----nu) -- Thx Tony
Corsican - Ti tengu caru (to male)
Cree - Kisakihitin
Creol - Mi aime jou
Croatian - Volim te
Czech - Miluji te
Danish - Jeg Elsker Dig
Dutch - Ik hou van jou
Elvish - Amin mela lle (from The Lord of The Rings, by J.R.R. Tolkien)
Esperanto - Mi amas vin
Estonian - Ma armastan sind
Ethiopian - Afgreki'
Faroese - Eg elski teg
Farsi - Doset daram
Filipino - Mahal kita
Finnish - Mina rakastan sinua
French - Je t'aime, Je t'adore
Frisian - Ik hald fan dy
Gaelic - Ta gra agam ort
Georgian - Mikvarhar
German - Ich liebe dich
Greek - S'agapo
Gujarati - Hoo thunay prem karoo choo
Hiligaynon - Palangga ko ikaw
Hawaiian - Aloha Au Ia`oe
Hebrew
To female - "ani ohev otach" (said by male) "ohevet Otach" (said by female)
To male - "ani ohev otcha" (said by male) "Ohevet ot'cha" (said by female)
Hiligaynon - Guina higugma ko ikaw
Hindi - Hum Tumhe Pyar Karte hae
Hmong - Kuv hlub koj
Hopi - Nu' umi unangwa'ta
Hungarian - SzeretlekIcelandic - Eg elska tig
Ilonggo - Palangga ko ikaw
Indonesian - Saya cinta padamu
Inuit - Negligevapse
Irish - Taim i' ngra leat
Italian - Ti amo
Japanese - Aishiteru or Anata ga daisuki desu
Kannada - Naanu ninna preetisuttene
Kapampangan - Kaluguran daka
Kiswahili - Nakupenda
Konkani - Tu magel moga cho
Korean - Sarang Heyo or Nanun tangshinul sarang hamnida
Latin - Te amo
Latvian - Es tevi miilu
Lebanese - Bahibak
Lithuanian - Tave myliu
Luxembourgeois - Ech hun dech gaer
Macedonian - Te Sakam
Malay - Saya cintakan mu / Aku cinta padamu
Malayalam - Njan Ninne Premikunnu
Maltese - Inhobbok
Marathi - Me tula prem karto
Mohawk - Kanbhik
Moroccan - Ana moajaba bik
Nahuatl - Ni mits neki
Navaho - Ayor anosh'ni
Ndebele - Niyakutanda
Norwegian Bokmaal - Jeg elsker deg
Nyonrsk - Eg elskar deg
Pandacan - Syota na kita!!
Pangasinan - Inaru Taka
Papiamento - Mi ta stimabo
Persian - Doo-set daaram
Pig Latin - Iay ovlay ouyay
Polish - Kocham Ciebie
Portuguese - Eu te amo
Romanian - Te iubesc
Russian - Ya tebya liubliu
Scot Gaelic - Tha gra\dh agam ort
Serbian - Volim te
Setswana - Ke a go rata
Sign Language - ,\,,/ (represents position of fingers when signing 'I Love You')
Sindhi - Maa tokhe pyar kendo ahyan
Sioux - Techihhila
Slovak - Lu`bim ta
Slovenian - Ljubim te
Spanish - Te quiero / Te amo
Swahili - Ninapenda wewe
Swedish - Jag alskar dig
Swiss-German - Ich lieb Di
Surinam - Mi lobi joe
Tagalog - Mahal kita
Taiwanese - Wa ga ei li
Tahitian - Ua Here Vau Ia Oe
Tamil - Nan unnai kathalikaraen
Telugu - Nenu ninnu premistunnanu
Thai
To female - Phom rak khun
To male - Chan rak khun
Informal - Rak te
Tunisian - Ha eh bak
Turkish - Seni Seviyorum
Ukrainian - Ya tebe kahayu
Urdu - mai aap say pyaar karta hoo
Vietnamese
To female - Anh ye^u em
To male - Em ye^u anh
Welsh - 'Rwy'n dy garu di
Yiddish - Ikh hob dikh
Yoruba - Mo ni fe
Zazi - Ezhele hezdege
Zuni - Tom ho' ichema

this is "How to say I Love You in 100 Languages "
is my laogong give me de present
i share with u all
hope u all like it ^_^

yesterday is our anniversary…
but
many things already happen before our important day comes
and this already torn us apart

well actually for me,
the matter is small
just wondering why she ask me like that
then I answer her questions in a indecent way
somehow,
make her feel sad and feel she’s unworthy

I mean like..
I wanted to tell her that I don’t mean it
Although how many ‘sorry’ I tell her
Really can’t repay back what I say to her
Sometimes..

I do feel…

Why I’m so stupid?!

Why I so straight in someway
Can’t I just tell her that she’s important to me
And no one can touch her accept me?!
And I cant believe that I answer in such a way!!

But I’m glad..
Now we’re OK
Although still can’t back to normal
Still in recovery mode
But I’m glad…
Finally she talks with me

At least better than last 2 days

None of words out from us
Well im glad…
Really glad!!!!
Really cant afford to lose her
Same as her,
Cant afford to lose me..

When she told me that yesterday..
I’m been touched by her words…
Near in tears..

so...sad
hng...
yuan lai i so no jia zhi at his eye!!!!!!

last night..
hav a crazy guy using my kai bro de msn acc(actually is his friends)
and he say wan to "fuck me"!!!!!
so crazy!!!!
i tell him i didn't interest at all!!!!
he:y?
i :no y,i will just do with my husband!!!
he:i give u money!!!10k for1 night!!!!!!
i:crazy!!!
he:pls just 1 night!!!!can i see ur breast!!!!
i:crazy guys!!!!!!

he really crazy!!!!!
y my kai bro will know this type friends de!!!!(actually is his friends bro,younger tat me)
and this thing make me sad,angry,shi wang at my anniversary day!!!!
i ask him about wat u will do..
if someone say wan to fuck me or rape me???
his answer let me feel very happy
BUT
after i ask him if the guys give me 10k per night ne???
he asnwer really let me feel sad!!!!
although he didn't say anything!!!!
although he didn't mean it!!!!
but i feel hurt!!!!!
suddenly feel"yuan lai wo zhe me bu zhi qian"
"yuan lai wo zai ta xin mu zhong so....."

so funny....
my 1 month anniversary finish like tat!!!!!!!!!hahahahahaha....................................
god!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
r u jk with me!!!!
r u playing me!!!!