yesterday is our anniversary…
but
many things already happen before our important day comes
and this already torn us apart

well actually for me,
the matter is small
just wondering why she ask me like that
then I answer her questions in a indecent way
somehow,
make her feel sad and feel she’s unworthy

I mean like..
I wanted to tell her that I don’t mean it
Although how many ‘sorry’ I tell her
Really can’t repay back what I say to her
Sometimes..

I do feel…

Why I’m so stupid?!

Why I so straight in someway
Can’t I just tell her that she’s important to me
And no one can touch her accept me?!
And I cant believe that I answer in such a way!!

But I’m glad..
Now we’re OK
Although still can’t back to normal
Still in recovery mode
But I’m glad…
Finally she talks with me

At least better than last 2 days

None of words out from us
Well im glad…
Really glad!!!!
Really cant afford to lose her
Same as her,
Cant afford to lose me..

When she told me that yesterday..
I’m been touched by her words…
Near in tears..